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There are habits in everyday life that can nourish or diminish the quality of the relationship in a partnership. In this episode, Satyaa and Pari share how they nurture their love for each other. Especially when working together, it is crucial that not every professional matter ends up on the kitchen table. And believe it or not, but Pari never had a single day off from ‘work’ before he met Satyaa. He has learnt to appreciate quality time all the more. Here you can hear what habits the two of them have without making a concept out of it.

In this episode Satyaa and Pari share how relationships have to be understood in the light of our abilities to have a good time with ourselves first. This creates a deep commitment first to one self, which enables us having this commitment to others. Because most of our human problems are so called relationship problems, but being alone does not mean we would have a better time and being with someone will also not guarantee to have a better time. Both concepts are applied in a wrong way. They unfold a way finding the proper balance between personal freedom versus...

Satyaa & Pari provide in this episode some insights how to deal with possible fear of loss, which can arise in an relationship. With their experience they also share the difference between a holy and a human relationship. Because the other is never the reason for ones own happiness or unhappiness. There are some simple aspects, which Satyaa & Pari integrate as a couple in order to give, to listen and to nourish their time together. You can discover which aspects these are here.

In this episode Satyaa talks about womanhood because she misses a conversation about it in our society as no one really prepares us to be a mother, for the menopause or for the menstruation. Looking back she realized how the channel opened for all the music and creativtiy through the birth of her daughter Mira, which she was not expected before. Currently her body is going through menopause and she share how she is accepting the change of her body. At the end, she reveals which message she has to all women out there.

What is it that holds partnerships together? What is the common cause that carries a relationship through the rollercoaster of ups and downs? How do we deal with it when only one partner is interested in personal development and spiritual growth? These questions are examined in this episode.

It is dignity, which is a sense of value for oneself, to serve the welfare of a relationship. And especially if we do not betray this love affair with ourselves, we are protected and not devastated when a relationship doesn't go well or even breaks up.

Satyaa gives insights into how a mantra comes to her that wants to be expressed through music and how this process takes place when the mind surrenders to a mantra. Through her devotion to Papaji, she has experienced this quality of Krishna that still surrounds her today.

In this episode, Satyaa shares with us her personal journey of how she got in touch with mantras and why there is this phenomenon of not being able to stop repeating such mantras. And beware - there are also surprising side effects of mantra chanting, which Satyaa reveals at the end.

In this episode Satyaa & Pari share their open little secret how it happened that they are already 30 years together.
Apart from the fact that they were both seekers of truth, they also had their share of disillusionments and disappointments, but Satyaa & Pari were prepared not to expect everything from each other. Letting go of one’s own expectations and having this readiness to love out of fulfillment, which is the primordinal committment. It is this own love affair with oneself and above all a little pinch of magic, because not everything is in their hands. You can listen...

In the early Nineties Pari was in a devastated and disappointed state as far as relationships were concerned as he was facing many problems around the issues of loyalty and real commitment. And Satyaa went at that time through a kind of personal doubting period and was busy with this. Both were in Lucknow at that time spending time with their beloved Guru Papaji. Both, each in their own way, first prepared themselves internally for their paths to cross. For Pari, it was the decision that if he was to be with a woman again, then only with someone whose...

After Osho passed away, her search for truth was not yet complete. Satyaa heard about Papaji and she went to Lucknow. She honestly asked herself, "Am I really happy in my life?" and she couldn't quite answer it in an affirmative way and Satyaa felt that Papaji could help her.
The external conditions in Lucknow were harsh, sometimes around 46 degrees Celsius, but so were the internal conditions as Satyaa was confronted with many concepts that she was carrying along with her. When you are with an enlightened person, there is no way to escape yourself. Satyaa's path to Papaji...