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What is it that holds partnerships together? What is the common cause that carries a relationship through the rollercoaster of ups and downs? How do we deal with it when only one partner is interested in personal development and spiritual growth? These questions are examined in this episode.

It is dignity, which is a sense of value for oneself, to serve the welfare of a relationship. And especially if we do not betray this love affair with ourselves, we are protected and not devastated when a relationship doesn't go well or even breaks up.

Satyaa gives insights into how a mantra comes to her that wants to be expressed through music and how this process takes place when the mind surrenders to a mantra. Through her devotion to Papaji, she has experienced this quality of Krishna that still surrounds her today.

In this episode, Satyaa shares with us her personal journey of how she got in touch with mantras and why there is this phenomenon of not being able to stop repeating such mantras. And beware - there are also surprising side effects of mantra chanting, which Satyaa reveals at the end.

In this episode Satyaa & Pari share their open little secret how it happened that they are already 30 years together.
Apart from the fact that they were both seekers of truth, they also had their share of disillusionments and disappointments, but Satyaa & Pari were prepared not to expect everything from each other. Letting go of one’s own expectations and having this readiness to love out of fulfillment, which is the primordinal committment. It is this own love affair with oneself and above all a little pinch of magic, because not everything is in their hands. You can listen...

In the early Nineties Pari was in a devastated and disappointed state as far as relationships were concerned as he was facing many problems around the issues of loyalty and real commitment. And Satyaa went at that time through a kind of personal doubting period and was busy with this. Both were in Lucknow at that time spending time with their beloved Guru Papaji. Both, each in their own way, first prepared themselves internally for their paths to cross. For Pari, it was the decision that if he was to be with a woman again, then only with someone whose...

After Osho passed away, her search for truth was not yet complete. Satyaa heard about Papaji and she went to Lucknow. She honestly asked herself, "Am I really happy in my life?" and she couldn't quite answer it in an affirmative way and Satyaa felt that Papaji could help her.
The external conditions in Lucknow were harsh, sometimes around 46 degrees Celsius, but so were the internal conditions as Satyaa was confronted with many concepts that she was carrying along with her. When you are with an enlightened person, there is no way to escape yourself. Satyaa's path to Papaji...